A Slippery Slope

There are few things that I regret more than letting myself physically go again, back in December I was happy with the state of my body. I could run long distances and was easily able to complete my daily push ups, but after what happend I sort of gave up.

It's always hard to start again, and right now I know that I should do it, but at the same time I do not have the care or desire to do anything. I don't know how people keep their selves motivated or get out of bed every morning, when there always seems to be a much easier solution.